N I N D Y

setelah 3 tahun sama yuyud, akhirnya kita putus juga. :) banyak hal sedih, sakit, marah, benci, kecewa yang kita berdua rasain, tapi nggak sedikit juga pelajaran yang bisa kita ambil dari 3 tahun belajar-menjalin hubungan. salah satu yang paling penting dan bisa kuambil dari dia itu, mudah memaafkan dan mudah minta maaf, mengulangi kesalahan? itu lain lagi :) sejak pertama aku kenal dia mudah banget buat yuyud minta maaf, dan mudah juga buat dia memaafkan. kata lain dari maaf itu ikhlas kali ya. maafin orang itu berarti kita udah ikhlas atas hal2 yg orang lain lakuin atau atas konsekuensi yang bakal terjadi nantinya mudah? nggak mungkin. karena 3 tahun belajar aja aku belum mahir betul lol atau, mungkin memang akan mudah kalau hati kamu-kamu ini terbuat dari bulu. tapi buat aku? buat nindy yang sensitif, melankolis, dan pemarah ini, memaafkan jadi kata kerja yang sangat susah dilakuin. tapi sekarang, setelah sebulan depresi karena love-hate-drama kemaren, memaa...

dear Nindy, before you put yourself into a "I love you and miss you in every single times" feeling, I want you to cross yourself about these lil things which literally can help you to stand yourself up arround something that maybe u cant handle. 1. Everyone leaves, in the end. U cant force people to stay with you in their lifespan. people change, so does the feeling. He might leave you with no reason, so u dont have to blame yourself or try to figure out whether u did something wrong even if u didnt. That's why, your heart should be wrapped by sincerities. 2. There is no "the one". Everyone shares their feelings, its not just you, someone that he shares his feeling to. He has more than ten persons to share. He might have sumone that he loves more than loves you and it might cause your fury. However you should get deal with it with most positive side of you, you might love your best friend or anyone else more that you love him too. you have this list of ...

now I'm officially 20 years old! Sorry for that bold and pinky font type. I just convince myself that I'm happy enough for being this old. Wops. Actually I've been itching to know whats else gonna be happen this following days, because recently I've planned so many things. So many to do list. But what I'm gonna post now is not about all my to do list. I'm gonna post things that make me happy this recently years. I wonder, is it till same for the next year? or it will make me laugh instead? Heidelberg . Sate . Meet old friends . Birdy-All You Never Say . 100% charge on my phone . Smiles . Warm chocolate . Singing in the bathroom like nobody listen . Being accepted in medical school . Long skirts . Found money inside my bag or pocket when I've already forgot it . Parfume . Tote bag . Daisy flowers . Flat shoes . Stationery . Sleep . Wake up early . Rainy morning . Star gazing . Salad . Birdy's song . Food photography . Traveling . Icy and sugary bevera...

Lived in reutlingen left me some unforgettable memories, one of them was when my fellow friends and I went to Bad Urach to find out a small waterfall.   So, one day after celebrated my birthday party in Anis' flatshare, kak Dinye nailed us to go to Bad Urach. Bad Urach is a small village next to Reutlingen, where the waterfall is located. Fyi, mostly we spent our weekend exploring new places in Reutlingen. This plan wasn't turn out fine at first, because nesya and I -whom were told to bought a ticket- not bring any cash. So we couldn't buy tickets direct from bus and to get over that confusion we decided to get cash from DB rather than bought an einzeil ticket due to economical problem lol. After  we got our money from DB we should wait-again for the next one for about 30 minutes, because our flat was in suburbs. When we're finally in flat, and rushed to take a bath, we realize that sadly we had only one bathroom. So we queued! Because of those folly, we lagged ou...

Its been 10 years already since I knew her. We met in elementary school, but never been this close before until junior high school. Even I know her for a long time, however we only had this picture to upload because another one was so tacky. This photo was taken at pricey photobox, Onix, in Royal Plaza after I did my test. And the point was I could see the shiny Nindy bcs I just arrived from Germany lol. Thanks, God for it :)

After browsed and googled about fasching esp in Germany, I finally know its actual meaning. Fasching is such a big karneval with loud music, colorful or even bizarre costumes and striking color of makeup around every street. In Gemany, word fasching refers to celebration of southern Germany and Austria, while karnival is for northen Germany. This Heidelberg carnival was my first time fasching experience and instead of curious how it would go, I worried about my face painting style which I'd put on my face hm (Daisy, Everdine and I splurged on that face painting from Galleria). After long and hard thoughts lol, finally I decided to put Indonesian and germany flag on each my cheeks, Daisy painted Germany map on her and Everdine wore an artsy bohemian-band/? (I dont exactly know lol). Me wore heavy winter jacket because its quite freezy outside even as I recall this fasching was celebrated for welcome the Spring <3 trust me, I'm the tinny one. Never judge someone onl...